Well, there have been no new surprises. I guess that is a good thing. Bills come in and payments go out. Everything is on time.
We are celebrating the wife's birthday this evening. We are going out to eat with another couple.
Most days are no spend days for me. I guess I am doing okay with that.
The wife and I are talking and being civil but I always have this thought in the back of my mind that she is lying to me or being deceptive. That is a terrible feeling.
THe extra work has dried up for the time being. That is okay as I am not feeling 100% anyway. The doctor's have told me I am pre-diabetic so I have to watch the diet and exercise. I need to de-stress as well as I feel that is a big part of my not feeling well.
I have been out riding my bicycle on a regular basis. I make the time to ride.
Well, things seem to be on course but I never expect clear sailing. When I expect good things something awful happens.
For now though I am on course!
Still back on course!
October 21st, 2006 at 02:24 pm
October 21st, 2006 at 03:09 pm 1161443375
Here's praying that all your course corrections will minor ones! And take extra good care of yourself. The bike riding sounds like a lot of fun!
October 21st, 2006 at 03:18 pm 1161443885
I don't think it's wrong to think that something bad might happen, because it does happen sometimes. To me, it's a question of whether or not I am prepared for it IF something should happen.
I won't hound you too much about this anymore, but I believe in the mantra, "Hope for the best, prepare for the worst", and I am only repeating it because I am concerned for your welfare.
Take care!
October 21st, 2006 at 03:18 pm 1161443922
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October 21st, 2006 at 09:38 pm 1161466726
Broken Arrow, I always hope for the best but expect the worst. It is a condition of my upbringing. It is like the man who has lost everything and turns to heaven and cries out, "why me?". He is answered by a thunderous voice that says, "why not?". Life is what it is!!!
Lux, thank you for your prayers.
Julie, thank you for your kind words!
October 22nd, 2006 at 03:17 pm 1161530239
oh, Price, i've been there and it hurts so terribly... thinking that the one person you're supposed to be able to trust wth anything is using that trust against you... makes you almost not trust yourself at some point.
i hope things start evening out and getting better for you.